[magicman531]

ya I read your fight story in your log

[flak]

Yeah, it makes you feel like a pussy to let shit like that go. But I try to remember something somebody told me a long time ago -- "consider the source."

Do you really care that some 19-year-old sideways-hat-wearing douchebag made a joke at your expense? Would you care if a 4-year-old did? A retard? A trained monkey?

No, no, no, and no.

So move on. If it's any comfort, some day that dolt will do his bullshit casual disrespect act on somebody who's less mature and he'll end up hurt or dead.

[hunto]

Originally Posted by magicman531

ya I read your fight story in your log

lol
I'm honored to have entered the lexicon

MM I almost got in a fight with a guy for driving all manner of fucked up about a week ago- and I was on the way back from the Doctor to renew my anger meds.

But you talked about how it made you feel not to confront that guy- I dealt with that; first, wanting to go off all the time; then, realizing it was just going ot get me in trouble, never mind that it indicated an anger problem; then, when I hit 36 or 37, I realized, I feel worse remembering things I didn't say or didn't do, much more than regretting any trouble the acts led to. I regret holding my tongue way worse than saying something and paying for it, whether at work, or in society. I've laid there before, cursing myself for feeling like a coward after backing down from a confrontation; now, unless theres guns, or cops right there, I'm taking the ass-whooping rather than re-live that feeling.
It's not a very 'mature' frame of mind, but it's one I can live with.....

some day that dolt will do his bullshit casual disrespect act on somebody who's less mature and he'll end up hurt or dead

I wrote that before reading your post Flak

[vince89]

Originally Posted by hunto

lol
I'm honored to have entered the lexicon

MM I almost got in a fight with a guy for driving all manner of fucked up about a week ago- and I was on the way back from the Doctor to renew my anger meds.

But you talked about how it made you feel not to confront that guy- I dealt with that; first, wanting to go off all the time; then, realizing it was just going ot get me in trouble, never mind that it indicated an anger problem; then, when I hit 36 or 37, I realized, I feel worse remembering things I didn't say or didn't do, much more than regretting any trouble the acts led to. I regret holding my tongue way worse than saying something and paying for it, whether at work, or in society. I've laid there before, cursing myself for feeling like a coward after backing down from a confrontation; now, unless theres guns, or cops right there, I'm taking the ass-whooping rather than re-live that feeling.
It's not a very 'mature' frame of mind, but it's one I can live with.....




I wrote that before reading your post Flak

Same, I really hate the feeling of 'I wish I said this' or 'I should have said this'.

Also, no ones gonna give you a beating man just go in there with your crazy old man grip strength and smash people up!

[hunto]

After we evac'd from hurricane Rita, and returned, everyone in town was kinda chatty- we all were in the same frame of mind, etc. So I'm in Best Buy, and I walk over to where the automotive stereo stuff is, and this guy is playing a song on a radio, and as I walk up, he turns it down. I said, 'Don't turn it down cuz of me- sounds good.' Just casual chat to another customer- He gets right in my face, breathing hard, glaring. I had been smiling when I said it, so I let the smile freeze. I had my son by the hand, and he was gibbering about the speakers or something. This sonofabitch was my height, 6 foot, and maybe 300, 320- and wiiiide. Fat, but solid- huge. I thought, 'well, I'm going to get hit, and its going to hurt, and fuck, I'v egot Michael with me." And he Mansoned me for a few seconds and turned back away. I had to fight the urge to grab one of those big car capacitors they sell and BRAIN his dumb ass with it. Fuck with me while I have my little kid with me. And man, this motherfucker was big. His calves were as big as my thighs. I didn't feel too bad backing down because of the size, but, then, I realized, I can get fuckin big too. Long ponytail-wearing fuck- he was late 40s- and later, thinking back on it, I'm glad Michael didn't get hurt or see his Daddy get beat up, and I resolved then and there and I'm gonna do everything I can not to repeat that experience. I'm already 30 pounds heavier than I was then, in fall 05. Big stupid fuck being an ass for no good reason- probably used to doing it too, the way he jutted his jaw out in my face, glaring at me- I think about that big fuck sometimes while I deadlift, yanking that stupid ponytail back and down and ............

Just occurred to me- take 100pounds off Butterbean- that was this guy

[vince89]

Just fuck him up, why do you need to weigh 300lbs to fuck people up? You just gotta be fucking crazy and throw straight punches.

[ratman201]

Originally Posted by hunto

After we evac'd from hurricane Rita, and returned, everyone in town was kinda chatty- we all were in the same frame of mind, etc. So I'm in Best Buy, and I walk over to where the automotive stereo stuff is, and this guy is playing a song on a radio, and as I walk up, he turns it down. I said, 'Don't turn it down cuz of me- sounds good.' Just casual chat to another customer- He gets right in my face, breathing hard, glaring. I had been smiling when I said it, so I let the smile freeze. I had my son by the hand, and he was gibbering about the speakers or something. This sonofabitch was my height, 6 foot, and maybe 300, 320- and wiiiide. Fat, but solid- huge. I thought, 'well, I'm going to get hit, and its going to hurt, and fuck, I'v egot Michael with me." And he Mansoned me for a few seconds and turned back away. I had to fight the urge to grab one of those big car capacitors they sell and BRAIN his dumb ass with it. Fuck with me while I have my little kid with me. And man, this motherfucker was big. His calves were as big as my thighs. I didn't feel too bad backing down because of the size, but, then, I realized, I can get fuckin big too. Long ponytail-wearing fuck- he was late 40s- and later, thinking back on it, I'm glad Michael didn't get hurt or see his Daddy get beat up, and I resolved then and there and I'm gonna do everything I can not to repeat that experience. I'm already 30 pounds heavier than I was then, in fall 05. Big stupid fuck being an ass for no good reason- probably used to doing it too, the way he jutted his jaw out in my face, glaring at me- I think about that big fuck sometimes while I deadlift, yanking that stupid ponytail back and down and ............

Just occurred to me- take 100pounds off Butterbean- that was this guy

Yeah but even if you got beat up you could have taken comfort in the fact he can't see his penis without a mirror.

[hunto]

Originally Posted by vince89

Just fuck him up, why do you need to weigh 300lbs to fuck people up? You just gotta be fucking crazy and throw straight punches.

Don't wanna get thrown down by a big fuck like that- it'd all be over for me then, unless I got size to match. Gotta stay standing if poss. And, since I have ZERO training, , I need size to make up for lack of technique.

[hunto]

Originally Posted by ratman201

Yeah but even if you got beat up you could have taken comfort in the fact he can't see his penis without a mirror.

lmao!

[ratman201]

Originally Posted by hunto

Don't wanna get thrown down by a big fuck like that- it'd all be over for me then, unless I got size to match. Gotta stay standing if poss. And, since I have ZERO training, , I need size to make up for lack of technique.

Run around large(fat) people in circles til they are winded, then attack! Flawless plan is if I do say so myself.