I will never surrender - Page 47

graedy · 07-26-2006, 09:42 AM

Feeling better. Probably due to the antibiotics. Played arround with some one handed highpulls with my dumbell. Fun.

graedy · 07-27-2006, 09:12 AM

2 of my friends go the weightroom to train. I will join them although I cant train. I love the weightroom. Whats the church for other people is the weightroom for me. Of course more when I can train and the old dungeon was unbeatable. When there were hard times and I went to the weightroom to train all alone, everything stayed outside. I could think clearly. I could kind of realx. You can really compare this to people that go to churches alone, go down on their knees and pray or reflect. The calm mood you are in then and silence that is not just "no noise".....

bacon · 07-27-2006, 09:36 AM

I work out at home, but I get your point. I enjoy the solitude when I lift. Sometimes I crank the music, sometimes I turn it off.

**Lusst** · 07-27-2006, 11:19 AM

Abolutely. The weightroom is my church. I can go in there with stress and problems, forget about them during my workout, and have a solution to them when I leave. I can't see myself ever stopping.

graedy · 07-28-2006, 08:36 AM

Of course I couldnt resist. Showed them overheadsquats and woodchoppers and while they were doing regular benching, I did some close grips with the given weight. Started out with 65 kg for 20 reps did some reps with the following weights and close grip triple with 80 kg as this was the most weight they used. Of course I played arround a bit on the pull up bar. Even did some squats and deadlifts with ultralight weight. Just for the feel of it. Form felt ok but ym colon is still to inflamed for coretaxing stuff like that.
I want to be able to do regular training again! I love this stuff so much. Even after that more playing arround in the weightroom, I felt so great. I have to win this war and return.

graedy · 07-28-2006, 10:55 AM

Bloodwork form the 20th of july: CRP 88 (Wow! Thats bad. The inflamation must be very serious) HB 9.3 (Nono. The bloodloss is too much to handle for my body).
Any way. At the moment things are much better and its time for my body to regenerate a bit for next round (that hopefully never comes - but thats kind of unrealistic). Im a bit sore from the little workout yesterday. But I still feel quite good and loose just a little bit of blood.

graedy · 07-29-2006, 10:59 AM

Feeling quite full of energy today. Thats the frontlinevacation I needed (seems like god is reading this log

). Read this article on elitefts http://www.elitefts.com/documents/ad...our_pullup.htm

Tried out the pulluptechnique and it feels great to me.

graedy · 07-30-2006, 11:28 AM

Went training with my best friend (Tobias, same name as me) and another friend.
Tobias wants to train seriously now ("the project" - thread for everyone who is interested).
Im kind of his trainer now as I cant really train myself but am able to leave the house and go to places with toilettes close by like the weightroom.
I mostly showed him exercises and corrected his form.

I myself did some strict

- BO rows 2x7x87,5kg (193 lbs) [setsxrepsxweight] (one set pronated and one set supinated grip)

Felt good. And for everyone who does this great exercise as well: "Put some fucking weight on the bar!" If I can rep out almost 200lbs then everyone can!

graedy · 07-31-2006, 07:49 AM

I also chnaged my diet a little bit. I consume no sugar for a while (only complex carbs). Maybe it helps agianst the UC. If not it is at least healthy. All in all I feel good. Today should be my last day (10 days over) on the antibiotics. Lets see what happens next.

lena · 08-01-2006, 02:16 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by graedy

My ex visited me. We spent many hours together. Was a great day. She told me that she still loves me and that the best time of her life was with me in the past.

Loves you? She claims she loves you?

If she really loved you then why did she leave you when you needed her the most? That's not love.

Sorry if I seem to be judging harshly but that's the test of love - matters of life and death.

Isn't that what love is truly for? Isn't that what love means? That a person will be there for you no matter what?

sorry graedy...i am mad at her and i don't really understand why. her "love" was a tree that snapped at the first strong wind.