I will never surrender - Page 11

Funkster · 11-08-2005, 09:41 AM

We're all rooting for you graedy, you can make it.

MMA Fun · 11-10-2005, 05:16 AM

You can do it man! No matter how dark the tunnel seems, just remember taht there is a light at the end and like all things in life everything has a begining and an end so u will find the light at the end of that dark and cold tunnel.. keep ur head up brother!!

graedy · 11-10-2005, 05:40 AM

The problem is, that if i have bad luck the end of this tunnel will be the end of my life. Im often so fucked, that i almost black out when i get from seated to standing position. Today is the last day i take the antibiotics (have to stop after 2 weeks). Probably it will get even worse within the next days.
If i really make it, i will be the luckiest person in the world (and i will eat a lot of great food ;)).

onslaught61 · 11-10-2005, 08:18 PM

i guess the only thing i can do is pray for you. so god bless.

graedy · 11-14-2005, 12:08 PM

Thx.
Sometimes, the crampings in my colon make the sorrounding muscles cramp as well. e.g. the lower back muscles.
This weekend i woke up and "wanted" to go to the toilette. But i couldnt move my legs. The lower back muscels cramped so hard that the nerve was completelly blocked. So it was like i was paraplegic. So i had to pull myself with my arms to the toilette. After i had emptied my colon, the crampings went better and i could walk back to bed. Normally i have absolutelly no lower beack problems. But when the crampings start - Oh my god.
2 more people "bombed out" of the study. The next stuff i gonna take to stay longer in the study i have to inject myself. Ouah! Disgusting!
Never surrender!

graedy · 12-01-2005, 10:15 AM

Still feel pretty bad most of the time. Have to use Painkillers. But have some good hours. BW: 86 kg (190 lbs). Yesterday i couldnt resist when i felt quite good for some hours and did some full rom chins. Managed to do 12. Not good but not really bad i would say. About 2 weeks until the study is over.

graedy · 12-08-2005, 05:47 AM

Study is over. Had the examinations yesterday. Bloodwork was bad. Colon is ina bad condition. But it was PLACEBO! Prof told me, that he has big respect for me, that i didnt give up under such circumstances. From today on i will get the medication. Lets see what will happen.

MMA Fun · 12-10-2005, 01:06 AM

Give em war, graedy, show em that u can beat them...

graedy · 12-10-2005, 06:56 AM

Oh, yeah i will. Its hopefully the last round. Really tough but you can see the end.

graedy · 12-16-2005, 06:37 AM

Today i start getting iron-infusions. Next step would be bloodtransfusions. Hopefully it will get better before i have to get these.