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thanks for the bday wishes guys...ill be staying here for xmas and new years..gonna be sickkkk...im starting to realize how lucky a person i am
man this girl i was with left me in a bad mind state..i just came back from her city, and a whole bunch of drama unfloded, and just didnt put me in the right mindset...but besides this man, i couldnt have better time
i keep thinking i was some fat new yorker who had no future this time last year..i went from sitting at my computer wishing and waiting for something to happen, and a year later here i am...things are happening for me, that i could have neverimagined
on sunday i had dinner at werdums house, i dont even realize how cool that is anymore...im so used to having all these guys around me, that i dont realize how truly blessed i am, to be invited into someones home, treated like family..
im going back to my roots here, im trying to get back into that mindstate where i appreciate, cuz ive been losing that as time goes on here, it becomes normal
i went to the sickest clubs, all of which i didnt pay a dime to get into, i made new connections, got to know another city with literally the moset beautiful women on the planet
i cant put a value on any of this..im just siting back and lookingat how much my life has chagned this past year...and im gonna try my damned hardest to make sure that 2008 is full of new stories, new accomplishments, new women, hopefully ill fight a few times this year
thanks alot to all you guys who read this..i was just telling my mom the other day how sometimes i get depressed about not being home, and missing my freinds, family..and then when i see all your guys messages about how lucky i am, about how you wish you could beliving what im living, it truly helps to keep me on track, and i appreciate it
so thank you guys
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There's a time when a man needs to fight, and a time when he needs to accept that his destiny is lost... the ship has sailed and only a fool would continue. Truth is... I've always been a fool
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