trip to brasil - Page 133

stu3ufc · 07-29-2009, 05:22 PM

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Originally Posted by codysweet02

Thats ok, because once FightTrends.com starts making me $1,000 a month I am GONE!!!

can I make $1k a month??

what are you doing?????

Dynasty1 · 07-30-2009, 04:11 PM

sorry for the delay guys..there has been too much going on..way too much..the wather here has been horrible, ive been sick for the past few weeks, on and off..more drama with my ex, shes playing games again, and we got into another fight last night, so i went out to a club to cool off, and who is the first person i see when i walk in the club?, her...sucked, reallly really bad, basically ruined my night

i havent seen the tv show yet cuz my apartment doesnt have cabel tv here, but its going to be on tomorrow at 9 o clock i think and im going to the moms house to watch it..tomorrow is her birthday so im gonna go there, watch the show, and then were all going out to a club...

last night as most of you could imagine in a situation like mine, i drank, and i woke up this morning really shitty, i dont think im gonna have any more drunken stories for you guys in the future cuz i think im done with drinking...ive come to the realization that i hate the taste of beer, vodka is even worse, and there is absolutely no benefit for me at least

i swear to you guys that my life in brasil with my ex is like a soap opera..

ive also come to the conclusion, that part of the reason i came back here was her...and shes taking away from my focus..i had expectations when i came back..expectations that she had of me..and once again, its been nothing but dissapointment..at this point, i have 3 weeks left before i can renew my visa for 3 more months, but im not 100 percent sure if im going to renew it..alot is running through my mind, and i keep realizing that in thailand everything was easier...i didnt have my ex in my life, and i was fine..i dont know what the girl wants anymore...i wrote her a big long letter 2 days ago, and sent it to her along with my engagement ring...here in brazil guys also wear them..as well as a letter she had written me..well as you could expect she didnt like that too much, but i dont know what else to do other than forget she exists...so thats where im at mentally right now..this minute..but like always, i have no idea what the future holds..all i know is im gonna concentrat on me, and let the rest happen naturally

thats all for today...trust me guys, no need to be jealous, none of you would want to be in my position...believe me!

stu3ufc · 07-30-2009, 06:21 PM

stay strong dyn!!! maybe you should just avoid your ex forever and focus on someone new...while you make the most of your time left

If your gonna leave in 3 weeks ....if it was me I would live every day like it was my last and i had to go to the airport at night......thats what I did.

codysweet02 · 07-31-2009, 02:11 AM

Maybe take a trip to a different city for a week and stay in a hostel with some other travelers and just let loose. Be a different scene for you and you may end up hookin up with some hot French or South African girl or something.

You wont know how you feel about Brazil and if you wnat to be there until you are away from her to clear your head. Pack up a backpack and hop on a bus and just go where ever it takes you. Make an adventure out of it.

Jay Pan ROKK · 07-31-2009, 08:21 AM

Be firm within yourself Dysnaty ... forget this girl.

Ko[F] · 07-31-2009, 08:59 AM

girls and their mind games... be strong and move on mate, it might suck now but you'll feel much better after. also going tro training and venting out my frustrations on pads or through drills always helps me a little.

all the best mate

bjjaz · 08-05-2009, 02:36 PM

Ive been keeping up w/ your blog man, keep your head up, don't let that girl bring you down. Oh and btw I wish I had the cash flow you have for these trips, but for now keep it up so we can live through you!