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thanks for the kind words guys..im going home tuesdayd earl in the morning, like at 6, and shes gonna com spend some time with me before..no big deal..sure i love the girl, but ive been doing my thing..i actually went to a club last night for a friends bday, and she got a vip section, i started drinking and let my gringo game roll..speaking english and stuff..was a fun night..i wish i coudl tell u half of the things that have happened to me here..one day when i write a book i would include all the good stuff..im not lonely thats for sure...just want the one i want..
and you guys are all right going home to be with my fam and friends is gonna help a whole lot...i have nothing but time to think here..and im gonna leave on a goodnote with her..and if one day she wants to try ill be there, but my life wont stop
the first time i broke up with her..5 mins later i was having sex in my friends kitchen, i got so mad, cuz she was being jealous....i told her to leave me alone..so i guess i kind of asked for this whole situation i did it to myself in a way..just didnt realize until it was too late
on a better note, the girl that i hooked up with that night..me and her were hooking up for awhile, and she had just broken up with her bf, so it worked well for like 3 days....im not gonna finish the story, because im pretty sure noone is going to belive me anyway, haha, but id you trust what im telling you guys...things have happened to me in this country, that im not sure could ever happen at home
im glad i have this time to reflect now on my time here..remembering the good things that i learned, and will live with me forever...at the very least i will have a lot of stories to tell my son one day, haha
like i have been telling you guys since the beginning..if its your dream to get out here and train with us..do it..and dont stay at home and just train and sleep..go out..see the city, go to clubs..and have fun..i regret sometimes when i had fun more than trained, .there came a point when i got tired of doing all that shit..but unless your going to live here like i do..get out and have a lil fun
anyway guys..i dont even know what im talking about anymore..im sure what i just wrote is very jumpy, going from one subject to another..but im just speaking as im thinking
Chute boxe round 3 coming in august...this time back home.
stay tuned guys..ill still keep updating while im at home..
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There's a time when a man needs to fight, and a time when he needs to accept that his destiny is lost... the ship has sailed and only a fool would continue. Truth is... I've always been a fool
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