^yeah well a month or two ago when I was working on my ouchi gari, this guy who weighs about 140 pounds would tani otoshi me everytime I did it. It was damn right embarassing, cause I hd just got my green after wrecking house at this tournament and this orange belt (he turned green like shortly after I did) who I outweighed by like 100 pounds was owning me everytime I did ouchi. We would do the red and white drill, and I would beat a blue belt or two, and beat mostly everyone, then he would just wreck me when I did ouchi lol. Luckily I found a game I liked right after green, since the tournament wins that got me my green were the first ign of light for me after being in a slump my entire time as an orange.
Today I was pumped to go to judo though. I had been all weekend, and I watch some of dream 3 and eat dinner at 4:30 (judo starts at 8 and goes to ten) so I would be ready to go train. I take a nap at 5 and wake up at 9:15. I was furious!!!!!!!!! I woke up and just went nuts, so I grabbed my moms car keys, my gi and stuff, book it out with shorts and a t-shirt, no socks just shoes lol that aren't even on. Speed down to judo. I got a good half an hour in, two randori rounds, and some crash mat throwing. I'm mad that I missed today but had I missed the whole thing, tomorrow would be the worst day. If I don't do judo sometimes, I just feel horrible. Shitty mood, don't pay attention in class, etc. I don't know if it's my hormones or something, but if I don't do judo I'm stressed out, and really pissy. Luckily I went tonight though
