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LOL.
I guess I didn't explain it right. I am a very good sparring partner be it against people that could wipe the mat with my face or a brand new student. We always agree on the terms before hand and don’t loose my cool. Like I said, recently I was pushed to the point where I felt like letting go cuz the mother fucker was taking it too hard to a few new guys as well as going much harder than we agreed. He was out of line but I kept my composure.
I don’t have any issue with suppressing my anger and don’t retaliate out of anger.
Some may understand some may not. IMO there is another level of aggression well above what I am able to control at this point so I don’t let it out and that is what I want to learn to use appropriately.
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